I finally managed to pick up my sketchbook and just play around a little bit.
Unfortunatly, I usually am a perfectionist and that brings along the tendency not to start anything until you know how it comes out. With me that means that my sketchbook always stayes hidden somewhere in a corner, because I put too much pressure on myself to start anything.
Even knowing all that, it’s hard to get over my habits and just do what a sketchbook is for: trying out and exploring. It took me a glass of wine to cross that bridge and this is what came out (far away from being perfect and posting it now is purely therapeutic ;-)